Thank you for this honest and true writing.
My son also recently turned 18. It is a scary moment but as with the whole journey so far I feel like all I can do is show up and be present and see what happens. As my husband said when I was pregnant- you are not flying the plane. In some ways that is a relief.
Parenting is the only job where the measure of your success is getting fired.
I am now following you and look forward to more postings.